Album Cover / Title : COMEBACK TO LIFE
Artist/band : IN MEMORIAM
Release : October 2009
Record Label : dY Records
Genre : Metal / ?
Track list :
1.Selamat Datang (Intro)
2.Come Back to Life
3.Slave of Sin
4.Between The Races
5.Land of The Living Dead
6.Raging Earth
7.Years of Grief
8.30
9.Her Happiness is Violently Dancing on His Unpredictable Ruin
10.God's Putrid Gift
11. War's Stigma
12.Spirit Inside
13.The 9TH
Executive Producer : Didy Indriany
Produced by : In Memoriam
Band Member :
Didi (Vocals)
Martin (Guitars)
'r (Keyboards)
Susan (Bass)
Anton (Drums)
Come Back to Life
Words by : Didi, Music by : r, Martin, Susan, Anton
The busyness in life had left me dry to die
Carried me to the path where anxiety commands
Destroy my hopes and dreams, delivering the pain
Seeking the truth, I am, to flee from death and pain
Come back to life
I want to fly
I saw tranquilly light beyond my darkness night
Try to reach and to get that peace beyond my thoughts
A grace that saves my life, no need to strive and fight
Relieving breath of life, release my spirit, rise
Come back to life
I want to fly
Come back to life
Save me alive
We're just, ashes we are nothing
Just try to be something to live
Leave all my dark past behind,
Become the child of the Living God
Come back to life
I want to fly
Come back to life
Save me alive
I’m alive!
HER HAPPINESS IS VIOLENTLY DANCING ON HIS UNPREDICTABLE RUIN
Words by : r, Music by : r, Martin, Susan, Anton
Sign of rectal kiss
Artifact insist
I'm down in her knees
(Mournful moon)
A minute pays a smile
Romantic turns to bile
The dirt inside her vile
(Beast's red tears)
Watch me die softly
You dance on my thirsty
Throw me disgustedly
Farewell to my party
Gnashing hate in pain
My fresh meat is slain
Rupture in my brain
(Cry alone)
Slave in cage of love
I've never been above
He laugh at me coz' I'm duff
(Beauty kills)
Watch me die softly
You dance on my thirsty
Throw me disgustedly
Farewell to my party
Her happiness is violently dancing on his unpredictable ruin!
Mournful moon
Beast’s red tears
Cry alone
Beauty kills
THE 9TH
Words by : r, Music by : r, Martin, Susan, Anton
Feed the fire in my glow sight
No longer number in my tender age
My bright emperor is gloomy
I'm now permanently disfigured
Melted and waxed, become her fossil
The 9th collection in her drawbar organs
The 9th is perfectly shaped by her rude love
Occupied by her kiss crooked object
'till the problem do us part
Unfinished level of her love made
I'm just her ball inside her game
The object of her win
I thought the 9th is last sinking
Of her murderous ship
Into the deep sea where happiness
was built and joy was bloom
I’m a beast hungry for deep revenge
Sharp my horns, armed by a deadly poison
Staggered by a humiliation
Wait till the day of the damned reckoning
Nothing, I have nothing
I cry in here alone
Day and night seems so dry, in this homeland I cry
Bleeding, I'm now bleeding
I'm paralyzed in here alone
Day and night count the melt, in this homeland I die
Homeland I cry
Homeland I dry
Homeland I die
YEAR OF GRIEFS
Words by : r, Music by : r, Martin, Susan, Anton
Here I am, take a grief
Make more spaces far from me
Never mind, never land, never ever touch your blue
In my dawn when light goes in
Behind my mask I hate to feel
Your tons of blacks figure my white
I've never ever kiss the sun
My firmament, my censored catalogue
There’s nothing to be renewed
Nothing to be recaptured
Your oath's a perfect meal
I'm just a fall beneath your skill
Look into my eyes
I feel my anger turns to red
Father forgive me
Healing my pain
My deep revenge stays king in my ranch
Father unchain me
Release my wings
Your love is growing stronger that I can
30
Words by : Didi, Music by : r, Martin, Susan, Anton
PART I - BROKEN
Shades of broken dreams
left a bitter memory
Nightmare comes to life
Life will never be the same
Failure shattered unity
Forgiveness' too good to be granted
Tore our world apart
Life will never be the same
I had chose to walk away
from my past that's so dark
and I chose to go on
Get over it and moving on
Shades of broken dreams
left a bitter memory
tore our world apart
Life will never be the same
I had chose to walk away
from my past that's so dark
and I chose to go on
from my love that’s so stark
I had to move on
I’m moving on
PART II - REGRETS
Deep down in this thirty
You left me in dry thirsty
Gone with your new ocean
I cry as banished nation
Spoon of sweets in bitterness
I swallow words of selfless
Now I'm in wreck ship all alone
Just watch my flower's gone
The betrayal, the denial, thirty dial, no more trial
I'm too stupid, Catch eye's cupid, talent's frigid now I'm morbid
SLAVES OF SIN
Words by : Didi, Music by : r, Martin, Susan, Anton
Hear the voice of the prophet
Calling you all to repent
Speaking about the judgment day
When evil will be burned away
But you hardened your big hard head
Never bow your stiff tough neck
Don’t even care to obey
Don’t let your sins be washed away
Spirit’s blinded
Bound with chains of guilt and pain
Carry on to eternity
Locked and caged by fear and shame
Tortured ‘till eternity
Slaves of sin, eternally
Walk in earth - the living hell
Blinded by an evil spell
There’s always a price to pay
Someday in the end of days
The truth is plain before your eyes
But never want to realize
The love of God you threw away
Don’t want even to be saved
God’s rejected
Bound with chains of guilt and pain
Carry on to eternity
Locked and caged by fear and shame
Tortured ‘till eternity
Slaves of sin, eternally
RAGING EARTH
Words by : Didi, Music by : r, Martin, Susan, Anton
Rage and anger fills the ground
When blood had been spilled in the land
Human slaughtered by war and cruel judgment
Life is not valued anymore
No more good guys in the land
Evil rules the face of the earth
Don’t you people still believe in God anymore?
Religion now’s just a mere status in society
No longer a noble standard of life
Only for self justification
War in the name of devotion
Corrupted leaders deceive the nations
The earth is shaking to the core
Quenching the nature's wrath on men
While people busy on their war
Blinded by vain ambitions
The earth is shaking to the core
Quenching almighty anger
While humanity soon extinct
From life in termination
Don’t you still believe in love and respect?
Don’t you still believe in unity?
Too many standard of acceptance
The simplest way is just terminate the others
Terrorize and dehumanize,
Blood thirst society fills the nations
The earth is shaking to the core
Quenching the nature's wrath on men
While people busy on their war
Blinded by vain ambitions
The earth is shaking to the core
Quenching almighty anger
While humanity soon extinct
From life in termination
LAND OF THE LIVING DEAD
Words by : Didi, Music by : r, Martin, Susan, Anton
Fourth degree, the cancer in me
Took me apart for my family
I will no more see them again
Strapped in this life-support machine
64 years of struggle and pain
Never see the sunrise again
The clock is ticking, it’s ticking away
Kill the time as well as me
But I will fly to the land of the living dead
Where the blinds see and the lames run and leap joyfully
I will come home to my mansion in the sky
Where the tears will be no more, will be washed away
The story of the realm of the afterlife
Haunted me just like a thief in the night
I have faith that it’s better than now
Just wait the angel to pick me up
Forgiveness from the Almighty
To His hands I commend my spirit
I have never felt like this before
Now I know, I’m very sure
I will fly to the land of the living dead
Where the blinds see and the lames run and leap joyfully
I will come home to my mansion in the sky
Where the tears will be no more, will be washed away
GOD’S PUTRID GIFT
Words by : r, Music by : r, Martin, Susan, Anton
The darkest hour in my life
The abstract colors of my pain
The feel, the love are chained
The shadow is disappeared
And has gone to another nest
The bones, the flesh are corroded
My cancerous soul
Breed in my deepest black
Bursting core in my third eye
All tears are for nothing
All fears are for the moon
Released, unchained me, please
The kiss of Venus smells in betrayal
You leave me in this dirty flower
My sweet pain I taste is a tasteful denial
You leave me in this damned funeral
Broken wings
To fly across the blame
My sight’s blinded by light
No breath in long journey
A stairway to the ash
The hands missed a God’s gift
The kiss of Venus smells in betrayal
You leave me in this dirty flower
My sweet pain I taste is a tasteful denial
You leave me in this damned funeral
SPIRIT INSIDE
Words by : Didi, Music by : r, Martin, Didi, Susan, Anton
I’m left alone in my dream
Drowning in an extreme stream
Lead me to Unknown Ocean, I swim
Tired in my exhaust, I hang on to the beam
In uncertainty – floating it seems
A cup of poisonous red wine
I drunk in my foolish time
Which crushed me deadly, what a fool I am?
Hope for a second chance – I stretched out my arm
Longing for a hope that soon I will find
Blinded by light, soaring on through the night
Hit the journey beyond my third sight
Strengthen my might with the sun shinning bright
Carry on with the spirit inside
I don’t know who I am
What and why, when and where will it end?
Cryptic questions – unanswered - unexplained
The quirks beneath the riddle
My conscience remains
Lead me to the quest for the illuminating light
Blinded by light, soaring on through the night
Hit the journey beyond my third sight
Strengthen my might with the sun shinning bright
Carry on with the spirit inside
WAR’S STIGMA
Words by : Didi, Music by : r, Martin, Susan, Anton
Loaded with an anger, filled with remorse
Got to lose my beast for the enemy
Driven by the anguish, ready for revenge
Feed the flesh, unleash the demon within
When I grow up I’ll be a revengeful warrior
Got to lose my beast for the enemy
Brainwashed totally, live to hunt you like my prey
Feed the flesh, unleash the demon within
Have to raise the banner, long live the country
Got to lose my beast for the enemy
Kill everybody, take no prisoner
Feed the flesh, unleash the demon within
Knock down the arrogance human made system
Got to lose my beast for the enemy
I made up my mind; I’ll die in this war
Feed the flesh, unleash the demon within
You don’t even feel how hurt the pain that I feel
Don’t know how it feels when the worms ate your rotten flesh
What does it feel if your children were brutally killed?
Some were beheaded just by the difference you can’t tolerate
Got to lose my beast for the enemy
Feed the flesh, unleash the demon within
Got to lose my beast for the enemy
Feed the flesh, unleash the demon within
BETWEEN THE RACES
Words by : Didi, Music by : r, Martin, Susan, Anton
People dying in concentrated captivity
A slanderous act for the species – the humanity
A deed of evil from racist ideology
Hate that one race, to terminate - is the best
Big number of people spread in many countries
Survive the worst but had conquered economy
Built jealousy from native people in that countries
Suffers discriminations where they’re the minority
Hatred between the races
Have gone through all ages
Pulpit of master madness
Slave of the love-blindness
The race that rules in majority
Tends to bully the minority
But the same race in other country
is the victim of the same mockery
My race is my race; your race is your race
Demonic possession in dirty human mind
cause all the conflicts and wars in history
Got to end the madness, bring peace for human kind
Hatred between the races
Have gone through all ages
Pulpit of master madness
Slave of the love-blindness
